i just smoked a cigarette for the first time. that was a thing
honestly, i feel like i enjoy nothing more than just listening to people talk, especially about things that they’re passionate about.
like, most of my friends are involved in theater and/or improv groups on campus and i have a super basic knowledge of both. but, listening to them talk and rant about other actors, directors, professors, plays, musicals, auditions, etc. is the best thing.
i am just captivated and fascinated by all of the information that they talk about and even more interested in the way that they just understand each other in these strange (to me), nuanced ways that i just don’t get
i just love it
i rearranged my room, and it’s fucking top
everyone talks about doctor who but what about bill and ted????
I can’t tell if i’m still drunknof hungover and I Kinda want to be dead oops
how am I already sobering up wtf. I was so ducking drunk like 2 hours ago. I talk too much. I hopwni didn’t mair an asa of myself. Jesusbchrist I’m. Pathetic.
i’ve decided that rule #1 of my life is “don’t do anything out of pity”
I should be in bed but, i need to draw. even though i’m terrible at it, it makes me feel like less of a waste of a person