What a Slut,
Time is
Ethan. 20. California. Single. I got this tumblr for the sole purpose of following people I like.

definitely heard my housemate having sex. very surreal experience lol

6 days ago on April 18th, 2014 |0 notes

as someone who consumes a lot of online video, specifically vlogs, one of my biggest pet peeves is when people get all up in arms about people who go to events and film/take pictures.

they’re always like, how can you actually experience the event if you’re looking at it through a screen” to which i reply, “your career is based off of people watching things through a screen, gtfo of your high horse”

stop acting like filming something or taking pictures of something takes away from the experience, stop acting like there’s a “real” way of experiencing something

there’s nothing more hypocritical than filming a vlog about how you don’t understand how people film things all the time

1 week ago on April 13th, 2014 |0 notes
Tagged as: #rant #personal 

i just feel like i’m spiraling

not spiraling. that implies direction

I just feel like i’m spinning around constantly. not like the spinning that get’s your adrenalin pumping but the spinning where everything around you is a blur and you feel like you might be sick

like when i was with her I could focus, form the world around her. she was my constant

but then I couldn’t concentrate anymore. and i had to let her go

now, though, things are starting to clear up. like I can see through the fog and make out the blurs.

i’m still spinning, but at least i’m not completely lost

2 weeks ago on April 6th, 2014 |0 notes

"suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"

first of all, suicide isn’t even a solution

secondly, maybe that’s my problem: all of my solutions are temporary

3 weeks ago on March 29th, 2014 |1 note

if i had a nickle for everytime i wanted to commit suicide

3 weeks ago on March 28th, 2014 |0 notes

i feel like sjw and nerdfighters and other groups get a lot of flak on tumblr and it upsets me a) because i identify with a lot of those groups and b) a lot of the criticism that they get is not justified/based on misinterpretations

but i’ve never really been able to articulate my feelings on specific posts

4 weeks ago on March 26th, 2014 |0 notes
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things i wish i was about my chronic illness when i was diagnosed (2 years ago)

  • can cause sore/dry eyes and patient should consider buying artificial tears/eye drops
  • can cause feelings of extreme restlessness and confusion
  • can cause a very rapid heartbeat
  • is aggravated by iodine rich food, like seaweed
1 month ago on March 24th, 2014 |0 notes

there was a really cute girl here too

I should have talked to her more

1 month ago on March 22nd, 2014 |0 notes

man tonight was really strange

but good

i really enjoyed myself

like, i’m actually surprised at how fun tonight was

i think it partially had to do with who was there, like my flatmate’s mom was there and she was like the greatest person ever

i just never usually have this much fun while drunk

which makes me question why i drink

1 month ago on March 22nd, 2014 |0 notes
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i’ve been trying to do this thing lately where if one of my friends is really excited about a thing/talks about a thing a lot, i do my best to check said thing out (given it’s something i might be interested in/it is not ridiculously time-consuming)

1 month ago on March 19th, 2014 |0 notes
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i guess i’m single now

1 month ago on March 18th, 2014 |1 note
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Bold What’s True

you are in college
you are female
you have a pretty good idea of what you want to do with your life 
you are short (under 5’4)
you text a lot
you are single
you like a lot of different kinds of music 
you are close with your mom (i guess)
you don’t have a job 
you have a horrible fear of bees
you have quite a few guilty pleasures
you don’t have many scars 
you stay up late  
you dye your hair
you enjoy iced coffee
you drink occasionally
you like to shop
your grades are fairly good
you are lazy
you prefer facebook to myspace
you are paranoid
you have a dog 
you would consider going to law school
you would consider plastic surgery of some kind
you are somewhat superstitious 
your first name is short (4 letters or less)
you have/had a piercing other than ears
you are not very athletic 
you watch a lot of television 
you read a lot 
you get nervous easily
you have blue eyes 
you are disorganized
you feel that you are friendly 
you donate time or money to charitable organizations
you don’t hear very well
you are pale
you have a tumblr (duh)
people ask for your advice 
& you also ask for advice a lot
you like sushi
you’ve been out of the country 
you have a food allergy 
you sleep with a stuffed animal
summer is your favorite season
your birthday is in the spring
your parents are divorced
you have moved multiple times 
people think you are funny
but you have a weird sense of humour 
you carry a purse
you think a lot 
you meditate 
you seem shy, but only when you first meet someone
you like parties
something on your body hurts right now
you have a sensitive nose 
you often have strange dreams 
you are a bit on the hyper side

1 month ago on March 16th, 2014 |35,228 notes

anyone want to cuddle and watch Once with me?

1 month ago on March 10th, 2014 |3 notes

my headphones are broken so i am now faced with a choice: should i submit a claim and have to wait 4-6 weeks to get a new pair or just pay the $10 for a new pair?

1 month ago on March 10th, 2014 |1 note

i just smoked a cigarette for the first time. that was a thing

1 month ago on March 8th, 2014 |0 notes